Feeling unsure and lost is part of your path. Dont avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a breath. You'll be okay. Even if you don't feel okay all the time. This too shall pass. Louis C.
I pray that you know: You are a princess or a prince to the Lord Jesus Christ. Wear your crown humbly, BUT WEAR IT. You are part of the Royal family of Yeshua HaMashiach. You have been grafted in to the Vine.
And when those days happen, it's like the flood gates have broken, and there's a tsunami of emotion washing over me. And no matter what I do, I cannot close the flood gates until the wave is gone. And sometimes, it's a big wave.