Don't play the victim to circumstances you created. yes, a lot of people think you are a horrible person and want nothing to do with you. that's what happens when you lie to EVERYONE and they find out the truth.
"Inner Child Reconnect with passion via things which broughtvu joy as a chikd, reconnect to purpose/destiny. f you can't figure out your purpose, figure out your passion. For your passion will lead you right into your purpose.