The first word I would use to describe myself is passionate. I am passionate about many things and I think my personality embodies that. I admire, observe, learn about, and emulate it with all of my heart.
I had manners. I was fairly attractive. I was funny. My life fell apart when I was diagnosed with stupid fucking breast cancer. I don't give a fuck if I have manners, my looks were destroyed. I lost my sense of humor.