People just don't get it. He may have been an asshole to me, but I still love him. He was my everything for a long time, and I can't just forget that and hate him for what he did. I miss him so so much.
I get it now he's gone from my life for good. He killed me. how I survived for so long being treated like that I'll never know. I'll never give my heart to another man anything like him again fact! I guess u live and learn.
"And when they ask you about me and you find yourself, i hope you ache in regret as the truth hits you like a bullet and you find yourself replying:"she loved me more than anyone else in the entire world and I destroyed her.
The girl who seemed unbreakable broke, the girl that always laughed cried.The girl that never gave stopped trying gave up.she dropped her fake smile as a tear rolled down her cheek and she whispered to herself, I can't do this anymore.