When something good happened, you were the first person I wanted to tell. When something bad happened, you were the first one I wanted hug. I still tell you all my good news! But I can't hug you anymore. I can't hear your sweet voice telling me everything will be ok. I cry as I lay awake at night thinking of all the time we spent together and all the wonderful memories we made. I miss you more than anyone knows, and it's killing me that we can't talk anymore.
You may not feel much love from all those in your life Jacob but I'm glad you tell me you know I do and your happy I make it a point to show you. I know how much it hurts to have a parent or step parent act like you don't exist just because they think they are perfect and you should be the one making them feel loved when no it's our job to make you feel our love. I love you very much.