I want a hug. But not just a normal hug. I want one of those pick-me-up-off-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-spin-me-around-hurts-my-tummy-but-still-makes-me-smile-leaves-me-breathless-gives-me-butterflies-makes-me-giggle-stupidly kind of hug.
I am my worst enemy. I learned long ago that if I attacked myself then it did not hurt as bad when others attacked me. It was about survival. Now, the hardest thing I am learning is how to love myself.
"It's so Amazing When someone Comes To Your Life And You Expect Nothing Out Of It But Suddenly There Right In Front Of You Is Everything You Ever Need." quotes FOR PHILIP K. You are amazing and I cannot wait for all of our plans to come together:)
If only you knew. how much my heart flutters when I see you walking down the hallways. If only you knew how much my mind races when you say six words to me. If only you knew how much my brain thinks when I imagine myself with anyone but you !
I hope that future will come. I will wait forever. But My Love, this Waiting is killing me. if you really love that person, learn to wait. Maybe you are not meant to be together for today but meant to be in the fututre.