R.H.Sin (I really need to get my stupid mind to realize this. It's just so hard to not try harder when someone means so so so so much to you. I hope all my effort and waiting really does end up being worth it)
Do not despair It is time to change your emotional reaction within your consciousness. Letting go of judgement, lack, pain, frustration helps to remember your radiance, when you feel wholly connected to life. You are being forced to see the God within you.