Ahhh, seriously. Don't do...or even worse, not do... something because of someone else. When you look back, u should be laughing at the 'Omg I can't believe I did that ' stories... not thinking 'yah I was gonna do that once'. Woman up!
Unfortunately we learn a little late down the path that most things that we worry about and give our utmost intentions to dont really give us comfort . Stopping and putting things in perspective of fond memories and happiness doesnt happen often enough.