Not that scripture memorization is unimportant, but some people seem to know the Bible backwards and forwards, yet they don't apply it to their lives. And their hypocrisy is usually most obvious in how they behave towards others—whether they are gracious or unforgiving, thoughtful or inconsiderate, sacrificial or self-motivated.
hmm. doesn't mean you aren't lovable...or worthy (more a reflection on how they feel about themselves)...why didn't somebody tell me this long time ago...arrggh. no matter. everything happens for a reason. maybe it's so I can pass this on to you so you ca