i think i fall in love with people a little too much just in the way they sound at or how they look when they smile. And it's so addicting, when their eyes light up because you've remembered something they may have said.
Please don't ask if I'm okay. I might do something stupid like open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing. I always lose the people I'm close to
I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.
'I'm drowning and you're standing three feet away screaming "learn how to swim! - this is how being depressive must feel like. Horrible feeling for the screaming person as well - I know what I'm talking about.
This is true. Anxiety can take a good situation and turn it bad and a bad situation and turn it worse. I want to let go of my anxiety and live life happy and in the moment, not worrying about the future.