If you don't have peace, everything is going to feel out of place to you. You'll be agitated and frustrated. But if you find inner peace, you'll notice what irrational had hid. Maybe everything was in place and you didn't notice.
Madison, I will be glad when you can understand this. Ignore people who are hateful, mean, unlovable or say bad things about you. They do not deserve your time or attention. These people do not like themselves. Ignore these types of people at all costs. You will be a lot happier and they will not be able to quench your sweet spirit.