Healing for me is like a yoyo at times. one step forward and three steps back. My wounds are still fresh. I am still grieving but at the same time so anxious to move on. One day at a time. Heal me oh Lord.
Depression.. this is me right now.. i hate life and life hates me.. suicide suicide and suicide is my thoughts right now. But its ok. If i die. I wont bother anyone anymore and it will be ok. Leave me alone!