Once you have shown you can't be trusted, you will never be trusted by me again. Breaking someone`s trust is like crumpling up a perfect piece of paper. You can smooth it over but it`s never going to be the same again.
"Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don't try to figure out everything on your own. Listen for God's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go. He's the one who will keep you on track." ~ Proverbs (The Message Bible)
It's not an intentional life, if you intend to do nothing. It's not an abundant life, if you're afraid to live.