Starting at the end of 2011, I have been very unmotivated. Turning things late, not showing up, doing stuff I didn't want to do. I need to change. Something needs to change. And that is attitude. I've been so self-defeated lately that its comes to a point that your mind says no because you can't take any more looks and feels of disappointment. Get up, dress up, and change. The biggest obstacle in life are not your enemies, but yourself. Do it, I love you.