People don't choose to spend their free time with people who consistently make them feel bad about themselves/degrade them - remember this when interacting with those you love - you don't want to wake up one day to realize no one wants to be around you.
I know this is over used and over heard but this is actually the truth because if you think about it whenever you try and block out the pain and bottle it up it will exhert itself in any means possible.. in tears.. in anger.. in inpatience... in sorrow
Trust it...... It was never wrong for me.... I just never wanted to see...... It never let me be..... My feelings and love have slowed down..... I don't wear a frown..... For the shine from my crown, I look around............ I am Found -MJ to SO