Love is an unconditional commitment to an imperfect person. To love somebody isn't just a strong feeling. It is a decision, a judgement, and a promise. A decision that I always rejected b/c I saw it as a weakness when I chose a person to make me happy.
You would not believe how much it takes to survive on any given day. Just keep your head up. Don't look down and you won't fall. Every day, I'm standing at the edge of my life. Just survive. Later, when no ones around, I can cry.
I miss telling you good morning. I miss you telling me that you hate mornings. I miss being there when baby girl wakes up. I miss hearing her tell me good morning. I think about y'all every single day. I love you both so much hac abc