I am not me anymore. That is the simple and plain truth. I am no longer that Dutch student who lived a boring life in the south of Holland. I am an Element of Nature, result of a botched experiment. I am a reanimated corpse.
I'm not perfect I make mistakes, I hurt people. I wish badly that I was perfect and that I never hurt another soul. For, when I hurt people I hurt myself much worse, so, when I say I am sorry I truly am.
The moment that you left me, my heart was split in two; one side was filled with memories; the other side died with you . Remembering you is easy, I do it every day; but missing you is a heartache that never goes away. I miss you Dad
I will never regret you, or say I wish I'd never met you, because once upon a time, you were exactly what I needed. This is so true. everyone comes through your life for a reason, whether they stay or leave.