I totally get this. I think negative all the time so if something that could happen, did happen then I will be prepared for it, although I wouldn't be prepared for it, cos when it happens you don't know how your going to handle it. I always book Friday the 13th & Halloween off work.
Quote on anxiety: Living with anxiety is like being followed by a voice. It knows all your insecurities and uses them against you. It gets to the point when it's the loudest voice in the room. The only one you can hear. www.HealthyPlace.com
Quote on anxiety: My anxiety is silent. You wouldn’t even notice a change on the outside, but I’m honestly so stressed I can’t even manage simple tasks. People call me lazy when in reality I’m just overwhelmed. www.HealthyPlace.com