I doubt that's the problem ... for one, you seem super in love with yourself. Two, it may be that you perceive yourself as a victim. Three, perhaps you don't know the definition of love.
There are times were we both give up.... But I have never left cause I found the reasons to hold on and now that I have a hold of you I will never let you go again <3
And I have never been so peaceful and at ease in my life....thank you Gene, because of you I truly know what being in love feels like!! God knew what was in our hearts and that we needed each other at this point in our lives, even if we didn't.