You didnt love her. You just didnt want o be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just food for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didnt love her. Because you dont destroy people you love.
Yes, I loved him so, he was my lover, best friend and more. I allowed him to hurt me like no other person in my life. But the day came that I saw the truth he felt the same way That I did about him but that person for him wasn't me.
This is the greatest thing I've ever seen. There was once a guy in my life who both he and my friends thought that he offered me the world. Now I realize what I really needed it to be, I needed to tell him that I had my own.