I think I am slowly letting you go. and this is what I was terrified of. I never wanted to stop loving you, because that feeling was all I had left of you, and of us. but I know deep in my heart that I need to fall out of love with you. and it is taking time. for I loved you so deeply within my heart that it is taking a while for those feelings to leave my body, my soul, my mind, and my heart. but they are fading. ever so slowly, they are fading.