This quote fits me perfectly when it comes to Ella... However the last bit I feel like is a little off as I do regret asking her out because she just ignored me and it made me feel shitter than I believe it would have done if I just let her go. But the main thing is I tried because I just couldn't let her go without trying. But she threw my effort back in my face in the worst way possible.
How I feel today. Treading water right now. Every morning is a struggle, every day I try to convince myself its going to be better. Here I am, stressed out, mentally done with this. My stomach hurts so much. Im going to fins out what it is. Because Im so sick and tired of being sick and tired. Its so hard when youre not doing anything wrong and your body is just getting bigger..... I dont know. Im just sad today. #Padgram
It's hard at times to be the mature one when they're calling you things out of anger and it's hard not say something back. But I've done this many many times trying to understand why they're upset..but the thing was, they didn't understand me and went ahead and made assumptions instead :/