When will my heart stop missing you? I have to remind myself daily that ur not the person I thought you were. You'll disagree, but understand that it's who you were in the beginning that I miss. For so long I held on to & u wanted me to believe that that's who you were. I only had her for a year tho, then someone else took over and I kept searching desperately for the next 6 yrs, but she never came back. It's sad because I loved her very deeply. I guess I ❤d a lie.
I don't doubt for a second how his version of events will have gone. He'll make it all about him, conveniently leaving out all the details of everything I did for him. All the effort I made, all the affection I showed him, how proud I was of him and all the money I spent helping him out, as well as all the things I paid for in the flat he wanted me to regard as my home too. I'll just be another girl who didn't make him happy, and all his mates will tell him to move on and find someone…
Darling, he doesn't care. He doesn't think about you at night, he doesn't see your face in a crowded room. He forgot the color of your eyes, even though he told you he had never seen something that beautiful. He doesn't talk about you and about how bad he misses you. He doesn't remember what it feels like to kiss your lips. Sweetheart, he doesn't care about you, and you chasing him, only makes his ego bigger and your pride smaller. He doesn't love you anymore. I'm so sorry.
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